I smiled and shook his head and said, just too long, they could not bear to trim it fills.
he laughed, he said, impossible. Then he said to me, you lied to me, but also lying to myself.
I tried to contain the said quietly, really, what the boys not so long hair ah, who like you so sensitive?
He Pie Piezui, I have never seen with a very serious face and said slowly, can not afford to cut your hair, will never be cut can not afford to miss. Do you understand?
So that night, I lie in bed to think seriously, thinking that had been filled to the brim Kui Yin days. Then think of tonalite, thinking he was a serious expression and his words.
next morning, I carefully put away all alone in the mirror, face the door from the house locked, the windows are closed every door tightly, and slowly sat at the table, feeling the their hair. Yin Kui, Kui-yin, I close my eyes softly call his name, finally the time?
next second, I raise my scissors, cut off their hair to stay for nearly a decade.
That night, I was still sitting on the stage gallery, but found could not find the dark black sky sinking under the bright stars. Mind over and over again surfaced the morning of the picture is after I forced myself to open my eyes to see a picture of messy hair. That the hair seems to have a fresh life from the moment of wilted into the Decline of the black sad dark yellow. I have no choice but to giggle, laughed until the tears out of the face.
years later I still remember that night, I just looked at the sky, has been crying crying, repeatedly shouted the name of Kui Yin. Can not find the same star, is the shedding of growth, is carved on the ornate Memorial at the apex.
my hair was cut very short hair than boys, but also a bit short. Walking on the road, would be the beginning of the eyebrows attracted little ladies, I wonder to see the past, they would run away laughing with blushing. It makes me laugh and cry.
cut my hair, once the cloud has been nagging the British. Every day he murmured, as early as after that you cut the hair so delicate, I can not tell you to cut, ah, you have been snatched the limelight, we camp, how do these guys can ah?
tonalite with me and when he was scarcely mentioned in the girls, so I guess he say this, just to ease the pain of my broken thoughts strike.
I touch my hair, smiled and said Britain and the cloud, I do not care about the. You're right, my thought is to the time of the cut.
Do not laugh, Sungmin. You do not know, you smile now see nothing except grief. Tonalite eyes full of hurt. I saw his eyes blurred their own, right? My grief has overflowed eyes yet?
No, tonalite, you make me laugh, if you no longer have,UGG boots clearanc, let me smile forget everything. I still laugh, smile almost numb cheeks, and then can not make other facial expressions.
Well, I'll laugh with you. Tonalite finished, he did start hey Shale up.
I stared at him, for a time I do not know how to react. A long while, I lowered my eyes, that perhaps it was only the flowers remain in the previous life, and my heart, already fly to the other other side, the down everything.
tonalite face suddenly restrained smile, he said, I do not think you should put down the other side of everything. But, you see, this side of the flower, it will eventually open.
Chapter III (under)
days later, I became all the tonalite sustenance. He said I was a seemingly strong, but actually fragile people. You need a person, that person can make you carefree to rely on, and then he'll be your everything.
when he said these words, I looked at him, just laughed. Kui Yin
If Qingdouchukai when I was ignorant of the pain, then the clouds to me Britain, it is the ease of the whole world. Kui Yin gone, my feelings will not be like the past, the world is so empty, I will also no longer possible to easily judge the emotion of my tonalite. But I am clear that if the British have left the cloud, then, at the moment I took once again become nothing.
tonalite I think I know very well with each other for each other, it is not Valentine's, and more, is a confidant. We are all lonely, meet each other, knowing each other, perhaps somewhere in the gift God gave each other, or maybe just that it's a good joke. We seem heartless intimacy, but only our own understanding, in fact, two people are too cautious. Not even a little experience a lifetime of friends you can do so are asked not to export.
tonalite is a fragile and sensitive person. Quiet times, I can always see him a man locked his brow slightly, thoughtfully. I had naively guess, perhaps he, like me, also love a person, and this person has totally occupied his mind and body, leaving no trace of the gap.
feel good, like clouds in a deep British voice for my soldiers and told his lover back home poignant and touching love story that. Bad mood, he told me he would happily in a certain period where an encounter at how interesting things. This often makes me very reluctant to ask him why your mood is always the opposite of me?
No, not so. In fact, you happy, I'll smile at you happier than you, you're sad, even I would think if you are not happy that things have made me a man like a bear. Suddenly Banqimiankong tonalite, Seriously,Discount UGG boots, just you are too sad or too happy makes me very uneasy, lest you just fall into his own world and refused to come out struggling.
his carefully makes me want to cry. But I know that must not cry in front of him, or else the relationship will only make us even more lost in a hopeless situation in the.
Sometimes he took the blow on a flute, whistle clear, through the people. Although he strongly suppressed, but I can always hear the flute in the Nama touch of sadness. Who is it? I thought with such questions linger, leaning against his shoulder, his body floating into the nasal cavity and the taste of deja vu, I feel the whole world began to sleep.
I accidentally mentioned to him before, willful growing on the balcony alone with non-flowering daffodils. Tonalite thought and said, I will take care of the flowers, or to me to try?
I really care to daffodils to Kui Yin his care. Long after, the plants actually growing on the magic has always been stubborn to bear a one bud, another for some time, and slowly broadened into a one small size of the flower. Flowers that day, the British handed it to the cloud excited my hands, proud to say, look, pretty much open.
I silently watched it, it's finally no longer only stems green, yellow and white top that sober carved my pupil thorn raw so. I carefully Pengdao front of it, sniffing its aroma of cold, and asked it, you want to tell me something? Eyes closed, tears glistening in the palm of the hand falling unemployment.
the days to come, daffodils in the UK under the care of the cloud blooming indiscriminately. Tonalite body so much I did not know an ever tranquil and flowers. But this refreshing, feel the taste is fun, so I did not spend too much time to adapt to its existence. I often listen to tonalite ramble to say that today a few daffodils and end buds to bloom like a few more in mind think of this seems to be the only one to Kui Yin and tonalite are tightly fastened to me side of things. So I cherish my life as a camel, this strain is more precious Narcissus.
the next three years, my long hair is always cut, cut long. Look in the mirror the length of its stubborn, I have as little as, re-initiation to leave it too long the idea, but ultimately because there is no patience, time and again a blade and cut it, then at Montreal, messy hair, hair a few hour's stay, and then, pick up the broom to sweep out of my sight.
Chapter IV (on)
- I want to come back and take, I left something in your body.
- your flowers are finally opened. So I will be your wings take you flying Haijiaotianya.
tonalite gave me the most beautiful dream. Kui yin If not again, I'm afraid my life will not woke.
It was a morning. I am not very familiar but in a fit of deja vu in the wake breathing, dim room to see Kui Yin stood before me. Subconsciously, I only mind when the room is also a lingering dream, rolled over and would like to continue to sleep.
Sungmin, I'm back. Kui Yin soft husky voice like thunder cry, startled me from my bed.
gradually clear as my vision, I saw a man in military uniform standing in the bed. Is his. Is Kui Yin. I rubbed his eyes and know that it finally has no longer just a dream.
he saw I opened my eyes, in turn approached a number, then reflected on his face in my eyes and clear a bit. Tired smile, a little askew from the helmets out of the hair is slightly irregular, determination of the lips, a ring of light cyan, stubble, eyes bloodshot, from memory, but holds many lessons for dynamic faces bleak without light.
Suddenly I sound like a lost general, for a long time could not say a word. Just quietly staring at the front of the Kui-yin, held out his hand gently with fingertips in his rough chin and stubble on the needle-like across.
He must be flying back overnight, right? Face residual traces of the night, the skin coming out dust in the air. My heart suddenly inexplicably painful, suddenly a little hard to breathe. Kui Yin
off the helmet askew, took off his heavy armor, but also carefully patted unlined white body, I see a grain of dust raised from his clothes, in the early morning sun irradiation flying everywhere. Then he raised his head, careful to ask me, Sungmin, I can hug you?
I almost did not wait for him to be rushed to finish a round his neck and let the hot tears in his neck in his room.
Kui Yin Lengle Leng, embraced by the weight of the sudden I stepped back two steps, the next second I would backhand the hoop tightly in his arms, his mouth murmured saying , Sungmin, I'm back. We'll never be apart.
moment my heart and mind are all empty, except for tears I can not do anything.
Do not cry, do not cry, I'm back ah. Kui Yin always the case, one can see the tears I will panic.
son, please return to the house of rest, I went to fetch water to wash son. I wiped away tears, trying to calm down their emotions.
No, I want you here to rest. Kui Yin pulled a naughty smile, a Louguo I lay on his side.
I panic to get up, just about to say this against the rules, I turned around they found that Kui Yin has close your eyes and fall asleep. I sigh a sigh of relief, and crouched beside the bed, thin face, looked at this a long absence. He is no longer a teenager eight years ago that Sentimental, once the amount of long hair is slightly to the side of reason, to remove the helmet hair scattered, hanging in the ear and neck edge. Some decadent, but also some wild, Duoliaoyifen mature, Duoliaoyifen domineering. Finally, just in front of me once that grinning giggling boy image, at this moment vanished in a moment. Lying in front of me at the moment, is a familiar and strange man.
I learned later that morning Kui Yin alone is indeed the capital of night flying back to his lieutenant and soldiers are thrown far behind. And he returned to the capital, the first into the place, is my living alone. King did not even had time to see above his first face. Until someone here with Lieutenant Kui Yin returned to the capital, the king hastily sent over This finding him.
I can not explain why Kui Yin night after flying back to the capital but did not appear to see the king was alone in my humble. 'd Kui Yin, he suddenly knelt beside me, eyes staring motionless king, and said, Father, let me go with Sungmin.
Yin children,cheap UGG boots, you say? King eyes narrowed.
father, I love him. I want to take him away. Kui Yin firm tone abnormalities.
I instantly Daileng, turned to stare at Kui Yin. React to the moment I do not know - this man has a beautiful curved side faces, resolute chin, dark blue is also stubborn stubble grow - but this all makes me feel strange. Is this years how much we missed each other?
before you withdraw it. King Palace at me and others who raised his hand.
I hung his head away. Although there is no Looking back, I know, Kui Yin two scorching eyes are firmly hand in hand.
I do not know how to return to living alone. Kui Yin remember when being the second time that day in front of me, seemed more tired than the early morning.
I very much want to ask him whether he said something to the king, and how the king is prepared to dispose of him, but I eventually just stood still and said nothing. And he makes no mention of it after I left Dian just came and caressed my hair.
Sungmin, you, or cut off your hair? He carefully.
I gently smiled and said, just because the weather is too hot.
his breath, revealing a relieved smile. On his hand on my cheek, leaned down and gently kissed me.
cold his lips, as if there is no temperature, so the trace of a soft touch my lips. I respond to his rusty, but not consciously tears fall. He hugged me, and I buried his head tightly Jianwo. Mind over and over again to ask myself how much I really love this man in front? But my heart is in the answer, Kui-yin, I hate you.
Kui Yin pick me up, his face I have ever seen at the moment the most serious expression, he said, I'm coming back this time is to back me in your thing here.
What is it? I asked.
love of my life. He paused, and said.
I looked down and said nothing.
your hair, you can once again for me to stay long? He spoke slowly, painfully touch my hair.
I looked at him and gently replied, son, we are no longer a child.
what will change, but my love for you. He said firmly, and then hug me in your arms tightly. His arms would be raw so hoop of my shoulder, I feel I am almost choked.
with me, Sungmin. His tone almost pleading for my heart was torn up like pain.
I close my eyes, hold him back. They could not stop the tears fall down, silent.
I said nothing, thought nothing. If, for to die, if the.
IV (lower)
three days later, I told the tonalite, the eldest son back.
wipe the sword of action he is paused, Tiaomei, calmly said, that would be great. Must have won the battle back, right? King soon realized the great cause of reunification.
you are defenders of the generals, the news you already knew of. I am a little annoyed his half-hearted tone became impatient.
right ah, the king was pleased, but also reward a thousand soldiers who do. Tonalite also far-fetched to say if he had to wipe was dazzling shiny sword.
you have no other words to say to me it? I stared at him motionless.
he finally raised his head, eyes constantly changing, I'm not even sure if I see real panic Nama. He said nothing, just looked at me, so I look flustered, but do not know your scared, they want something.
the eldest son I want to go. My voice calm, but look forward to tonalite to notice how serious things, maybe he and I to this separate, never meet.
I vaguely remember that moment flashed the eyes of the British completely cloud of sadness. He may have already realized that the relationship between me and Kui-yin, or perhaps he never thought of that. But this time, he can understand, that was my beloved man.
is not it? Tonalite looked down, embarrassed smile. Good ah. Then his voice fell when. Congratulations to you. He said.
If you want me to stay, I will not go. I took a deep breath and said softly.
He shook his head.
you do not have a word to say is not it? I asked him again.
he again shook his head.
good. My sneer. Jinying Yun, thank you for the blessing. I turned around, tears began to spread quickly outside the orbit.
Sungmin. As I leave, when suddenly stopped me and tonalite. I want to say is that I really, happy for you.
Why? I'm up against him, has been choked. Why is the happy?
He was silent for a long time, and finally speak out. Your flowers are finally opened. So I will be your wings take you flying Haijiaotianya.
could not stop my tears fall.
tonalite, you told me, this side of the flower, it will eventually open. I turned and said to him.
right. But you eventually left on the other side. He no choice but to laugh. You will be happy, Sungmin. This is his last words to me.
my heart break anymore at this moment, broken out clean. I will also, therefore, lost no reason to go.
Chapter V (on)
- I just have not changed, like you. Close to love, fell deeply in love with you.
- and you, mine is the other side of the flower.
I eventually returned to the days of no Jinying Yun. Fortunately Kui Yin has not made me feel lonely, he seems to be more careful than before the expedition, more considerate, and also quiet a lot. I often think that we have grown up,UGG boots, can not arbitrary, neither I nor Kui Yin, all to the fate of the debt for their own time.
Sungmin, we can leave. One day, Kui Yin suddenly and excitedly told me the news.
Although I had been prepared, but still stunned quite some time.
son, what you give up? Took a deep breath, not flow out in tears, I asked softly.
Kui Yin suddenly froze laugh, did not say anything, just looked at me deeply. His eyes, then there is only one sad Lee Sung-Min.
the next day, Kui Yin run as fast as a lot of issues, all I have ready.
only thing is that I am Jiaoxin, Kui-yin of the king did not mention the reason for his departure. Kui Yin stubborn I know, but I know he has been a favorite son of the king. Even this triumph was his throne are already an extremely weighty weights. If this have to go, then it not this ambition Kui Yin buried? Kui Yin
quiet smile but made me put this anxiety to the heart can only be buried. Kui Yin has been a big boy, he must have their own plans. So I comfort myself.
leave for the day is getting closer.
I sat in the gallery hall stage, recalls New Year kid, always decorated the palace, and that night a few days have been brilliant as day. Year-old year, Kui Yin came knocking on my door and mystery to tell my father reward him some good things, he wants to share with me. I am well-behaved he took me to the palace of any open space, he said Sungmin you good, they put a bamboo tube, rip friends cry, a flaming ball of fire burning the midnight blue ink and pounced, open out of the gorgeous fireworks. It was the first time I saw such a magical thing, half in amazement from ear to ear. Kui Yin 得意地笑着 said to me, is not very nice? As long as you obediently followed me since it can see them every year, oh. I blushed and nodded, thinking can not see them even if I have to obediently follow you ah.
Although I have many times wanted on Kui Yin said, I house, there is a little dismay. But in the end did not speak. Because even myself, are reluctant to go into the source of the dismay. I understand that, then I just need to strengthen our determination to follow Kui Yin.
until one day, Narcissus is also the Trustee of the British goes back.
Narcissus referred to my hand, the flowers bloom but also quiet and still, the familiar scent disperses quietly, I seemed to start a trace determination to collapse. Narcissus
Kui Yin Peng Guo, smiled and said, opening a really beautiful.
my tears suddenly fell off. He may no longer remember.
Kui Yin sighed, long fingers gently Shidiao my eyes the tears. Over the years swords carved meticulously traces of his fingers on my face raw Sese in pain.
Sungmin, what makes you so sad?
Kui Yin voice grievances, raw so I have not even mind up, buried his face forced his Jianwo, gently shook his head. Not your fault, son, is never your fault.
Sungmin. Kui Yin won I cried red face, looked into my eyes said, I have always loved you. No matter what happened or what will happen, I've always loved you.
His voice was soft, as if my heart reaches out to, like, I had severe chest pain, are warm and calm them.
but I could not suppress the tears but more to fall down. I know Kui Yin know me, and sometimes even more than I know me. So he must have felt something, but he did not mention a word too. He was using his whole body and mind to letting me Baby I. Laissez-faire side of his heart I am quiet but restless, humoring him, my eyes tear as the other men. He knows everything, but never complained about a word.
I suddenly hate from some of their own hesitant, there are those Advantages and Disadvantages of the pain. I hesitate to deceive the Kui Yin has deceived himself, he returned from such a long time now, I never had to start his heart, because I mistakenly thought that there should be something expected - but never thought that this world's most terrible thing is full of expectations. I could not bear all the pain originates from - and I could not bear to hurt anyone, but a torment to the end all.
Kui Yin looked up my eyes. Years of battlefield experience that made him look forbear the soldiers inside, while the aggressive projection out of the king, and then see in-depth some, but also found a sharp and engaging those who quietly hidden below that part belongs to me - firm, loyal, still pure as ever.
Kui Yin. I finally called out softly, hearts have suddenly a clear and bright.
Suddenly his eyes shining. Sheng Min, you, can you then told again?
Kui Yin, Yin Kui, Kui-yin. I seem to back the age of eight that shy Lee Sung Min, head buried in his necks, only to let the sound into his heart.
available since then, daffodils bloom again refused, in the night, often only to quietly shed a lone figure.
V (under)
the day before departure, Narcissus died.
I looked at that withered fragments, some Daileng. This back and forth, I actually was very tired. So tired I had time to think about what kind of response should be, his face already wet one.
Lee Sungmin at this moment, my mind only one person's face, that is Jinying Yun. I know because I actually left Britain to become sad cloud, I think I finally some hate him, hate him escape me, let the relationship between Lang Lang had clearly become tangled.
I clutched the yellow daffodil foliage, long night in the dark, like crying like a child. I cried continuously whispered the name of a person, Jin Yingyun. Xu Kuixian also came to see me, but I do not remember.
next morning, surprisingly, the British clouds come and see me. To bid farewell to the king as their most beloved son, they did not put much pomp, he may want us to leave quietly, then there is hope to come back one day.
tonalite can then slowly walked in front of me. He at me slightly around Kui Yin Fu, straightened up to avoid the time carefully to my eyes, the letter and a bamboo flute into my hand. After I hold, he hurriedly left and never looking back.
that I stared at the bamboo flute, desperately want to own the cloud passed over the British at that time recalled that tune, Nothing came to mind.
be recovered me, the people have a horse on the Kui Yin, before walking to his fief line.
morning the wind blew cool earth forehead, I hold the letter, only that spring up from the heart, cold wave, cold himself trembling. Kui Yin quietly increased arm strength, hugged me, and my back will suddenly warm.
took a deep breath, I opened the letter tonalite. With the faint aroma of narcissus neat handwriting tonalite drift off. I felt intimidated and strong body a little ear trance, I do not know Kui Yin is increased or held their breath to breathe.
contents of the letter is not complicated, but very long.
you see this letter, I believe you have to go find your own happiness only. That day you said to me, if I want you to stay, you will not go. How I would like to hold you tight, and then selfishly said to you, do not go. But I can not. I even did not dare look in your eyes, because I'm afraid I look at you and you will be deprived of life-long happiness.
in my 15 years old, I had loved had a boy. We Liangxiaowucai, love each other. In the silence of the night he will for me blowing bamboo flute, a singer and a general about how they miss their life belongs only to love. When I am full of ambition and loyalty to the country that go to town, he even give up, but still smiled and told he would stand in village so I came home every day. Even I do not know exactly how his love him, even in the end he can not wake up one day when I was his suicide.
you there, let me have the courage to tell myself to live a good, brave, and then to strive to protect you, until you find the love just for you. I just have not changed, like you. Close to love, fell deeply in love with you.
day I said, I am willing to make your wings take you flying Haijiaotianya. And I, after all, can only be your wings. Because I did not like love him, with their blood to irrigate the feelings between us.
I know, finally there is a person who loves you, just waiting for you once again for his long hair, he would use a warm hand stroked it gently, it will for you in the wind drift Zhaqi long hair. And I, will be with the memory of the aroma of narcissus that quiet, devout wishes for you.
Sungmin, only your own happiness is already within your reach, just hope you do not try to run away. And I will always be here looking at you, miss you. Only that, enough.
Dai my tears in the black ink, in the word quickly spread around to.
Kui Yin quickly bowed his head, as I wipe tears. Then he sighed, gently unlock the coat, will I embrace in my arms, and nervously asked, do you love that man, right?
I shook my head, squeezed herself Kui Yin. I said, I just like he just like his life was missing too.
Kui Yin heard nothing that could not suppress the sadness in the atmosphere released into the atmosphere from his breath out.
I looked back at him, and quickly got up from his arms straight in his kiss on the cheek, smiled and said to him, the man, he said he is my wings, to take I am looking for the other side of the open flowers. And you, mine is the other side of the flower.
Kui Yin stunned for a moment, then laughed as the children get candy like the happiest of days.
I blushed, his head is a chaos. Until the hands of the bamboo flute Ge with a palm, I looked down at it, and suddenly remembered as quiet in the night, through the dark clouds British flute. I finally smile, think in this moment to remove a lot of wear the yoke of their own.
Kui Yin to my head by the by. I said, Kui-yin, I love you.
Kui Yin pull up my hand, kissed a slow and meticulous, and said, I will give you happiness.
I close my eyes and nodded. Thinking, I will once again grow long hair, to love me, and like my man. tear and gently slide
and Kui-yin with his long fingers gently wipe it for me.
I think now I finally found a rose that I used to pour the tears of happiness beautiful Bana. At the moment I was happy with the bar. Thus, it would be enough to make me happy lifetime.
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